Date:	2008-03-31 22:34
Subject:	Better late than never.
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused

	PUSSIES BEWARE!!! 2nd best picture taken in iceland
	Skydiving adventures
	Hangover Party=Crowd surfing after 10 hours of drinking in the blue lagoon=best hangover cure
	It's better on top

Date:	2007-04-01 20:04
Subject:	My new standards for dating a guy
Security:	Public
Mood:	busy
Music:	Simpsons

I will not go out with a man who hasn't asked me out first.
I will not go out with a man who keeps me waiting by the phone.
I will not date a man who isn't sure he wants to date me.
I will not date a man who makes me feel sexually undesirable.
I will not date a man who drinks or does drugs to the extent that makes me uncomfortable.
I will not be with a man who is afraid to talk about our future.
I will not under any circumstances spend my precious time with a man who has already rejected me.
I will not date a man who is married or in any form of attachment.
I will not be with a man who is not clearly a good, kind, loving person.
I will date a man who doesn't compromise.
I will not date a man who makes me feel uncomfortable in my environment.
I will not date a man who whines "blue balls" on the second date.

What I need to work on:

It takes a great deal of courage for a guy to approach a woman. "Go to Hell. is not an appropriate shootdown."
I will be attempt to make a guy feel needed and work on showing him how much he is
I will put my self-esteem before my search for love

Date:	2006-12-29 01:21
Subject:	I passed (unofficially)
Security:	Public
Mood:	accomplished

I passed. I'm an EMT now at least in VA or the website says. Now it's time to study for the National Reg. I'll be stoked when I get the official letter.

Date:	2006-12-10 21:26
Subject:	Le' Sigh
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired

I need a change. Everything is ok, but I just need a change. I haven't been anywhere except to class and work for 2 weeks now....stupid sinus infection/cold :(

Just to let everyone know....I rule... :)

New one comes June 1st :(

Date:	2006-05-13 12:38
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused

[A is for age & availability:]
27 and up for debate

[B is for best sport:]
Swimming

[C is for career/crush:]
Career: Consulting
Crush: There were so many

[D is for your dog's name]
Tamber ( My cat) and Sonata (who thought she was a dog but really was a cat)

[E is for essential item you use every day/easiest person to talk to:]
Essential Item: Laptop
Easiest Person: Dave

[F is for favorite song at the moment/color:]
Song: Breakfast after 10 by Blue October
Color: Black, Silver, Green

[G is for games:]
Let the games begin

[H is for Hometown:]
Sierra Vista, AZ

[I is for musical instrument you can play:]
Flute, oboe, trombone, baritone, tuba, sax, piano, percussion, and I shout on key

[J is for juice:]
cranapple/grape

[K is for kids/kind of music:]
kids: None
music: everything except gansta rap

[L is for longest car ride/last hug:]
car: 3 day drive from AZ to NE or from NE to DC
last hug: not gonna tell

[M is for marriage:]
M is for maybe as well

[N is for number of siblings:]
2

[O is for overnight hospital stays/one wish!]
hospital: B-strain strep/meningitis, surgery when I was 3, surgery when I was 4, surgery when I was 12
wish: To be happy.

[P is for phobia]
not being able to deliver on promises.

[Q is for quote:]
"A woman is like a tea bag, you never know how strong she is until she gets into hot water.- E. Roosevelt

[R is for regret/reason to smile:]
regret: I'm not saving the world
reason to smile: I found a place to belong

[S is for song you last heard:]
Friends

[T is for time you woke:]
8am

[U is for underwear:]
fruit of the loom cause it fits

[V is for vegetable you love/hate:]
love: watercress
hate: bean curd

[W is for worst habit:]
worrying about everything

[Y is for yummy food you make:]
Snicker Cake

[Z is for your zodiac sign]
Libra

I just got my hair cut ( cute bob like thing) and they cut a 13.5 inch ponytail which is going to locks of love.

It was the weirdest feeling getting that much hair cut off in one pass, but I love my bob and I feel warm and fuzzy now.

That's all the excitement for today.

Car:The easter rabbit brought actually took from me this year. He broke my window and took my airbags. Oh the joy of owning a civic.

Work:Good things happening and still there's something missing. I'm a sucker and the bitch who gets to go in early tomorrow ***waaah***

Home:It's time to decorate the apartment. I walked in yesterday and said this looks like a dorm room. I also learned 8 hours of sitting on the floor working on fire call makes one yearn for a desk. I'm desk shopping now....and futon shopping *IKEA here I come*

Body:Still getting in shape.

Hair:long enough to donate to Locks of Love

Boy:I need one in the same city

The end

I think the last things I need to work on before moving to the next level is.

Being more confident
Not second guessing decision
Always remember that I don't want to turn into the people that I witnessed last week.

I have/had a low self-esteem problem. I still am working on it, but I don't hate my body, I don't think I'm an idiot, and I'm starting to feel I have control over my life again and I'm good people :D

It's interesting the reactions I get now. Maybe I'm more matrue and don't overreact, but there's a difference.

Plus There's a hockey game tonight....YAAAAAY

Date:	2006-02-25 06:40
Subject:	Sad day
Security:	Public
Mood:	sad

I had to put my kitty down today.

RIP Sonota

I love Monty Python. (EOM)

So it snowed like a mad mofo. The apartment complex did a crappy job clearing out the snow. I went to get a shovel (5 bucks at home depot) to clear the handicap spot and clear off some areas where you didn't have to climb over 1.5 snow bank to get to your car. (This was in lieu of my work out today) There were 3 guys who shoveled earlier, and they came back out. Then two other ladies came out to help shovel. First we cleared out the gutter so the melting snow could drain. Then we cleared out the area around the cars so people won't kill themselves trying to get to their cars.

I've got warm fuzzies. And hopefully I won't kill myself walking out to my car.

:)

Date:	2006-02-05 21:30
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	accomplished

Holy Crap. I feel great. Seriously. I just made Dinner for the next 16 days.

I made:

Bacon, Asparagus, and Penne in marscapone
miso soup
pepper steak and rice
creamy tomato soup.
Wheat bread


Thinking about putting the chocolate chip cookies to bake


Yay 20 lunch/dinner meals when added to a salad and/or some bread. :D

I'm not sure I deserve everything good that has happened to me, but I'm very thankful for it.

And I'll remember the way that you changed me.....

I HATE THE STAIR CLIMBER with every fiber of my being. That thing kicked my butt. I made it 20 minutes :D

It's funny. The older I get the more that the book Catch 22 makes sense. Everyone is crazy. I think I could spend the rest of my life studying psychology trying to understand them.

Dave's cat is asleep in my gym bag. It's soooo cute.

Everybody say Awwwwwwww.