I'm really uneasy tonight. It's so weird being home. Sometimes my heart aches and I'm not sure why. The dreams I've been having have changed some too. I'm mostly happy though. I made it to and from Phoenix to retrieve grandparents and a minivan (don't ask) I think the problem is I had too much sugar...that's what I'm writing it off as such. I think White Christmas is my new favorite christmas carol. I hope the lights are still up in the mall in omaha when I get back friday. I think I want to wander down there that night and take some pics. hopefully there's snow.