So I saw a guy die today. It was kinda weird to watch. This guy at work had a heartattack. I've seen heartattacks before. As they wheeled him by trying to save him you knew he was dead. This makes me realize how precious life is. So I'm taking stock right now as I fill out my benefits stuff. I could die sky diving, which is kind of a pilgrimage(sp) that I'm preparaing for. I wonder what it's like letting go. To be honest I'm not really afraid of dying. I'm afraid of scorpions, and being enclosed in a small space. I think you just let go. It's shock then you recover and go somewhere else.