I just drove about 100 miles around town to clear my head. Now the thing is I really don't remember exactly where I drove....I drove north on 680 eventually turned around picked up I80 west for a way ended up in that outlit area went to walmart went to Kuhls and to the store and came home. I should have been thinking but I was busy clearing my head. Last night was really not the time to talk to anyone. It was the time to go into comatose sleep infront of the TV. So now I think i'm going to try and cook something, bake something clean up the kitchen and cat's bathroom Then maybe figure out what the fuck I'm suppose to do about all of this. I didn't get this far to be knocked on my ass again.