catch22 (catch22) wrote,

page 93 #3 Out of Control

Breathe! Breatheit's all in your head. Just focus on breathing. Inhale, 2, 3. Exhale, 2, 3. Stop shaking someone will see it. Get a fix, just one last one. No you don't you can beat this it'll get worse but you can beat it. The heart, it's going faster, faster, faster, it's going to tire and stop. It's working to hard. Can't breathe OH GOD, YOU'RE DYING! Focus on breathing, picture calmness, your on a hot sandy beachfinish ityour on a hot sandy beachYou're on a hot sandy beach, watching the waves come in and out slowly at first then it sneaks up on youthe waves come closer and closer. They are trying to drown you. Gasp! Air, the only thing that can save you. BREATHE. Things fade in and out as the waves slam over your head. Voices, voices calling you then the sound of nothing. Alternating between death, life, dark, light. This isn't a dream, it's the nightmare that never ends. There has to be an ending, the out, find it before you die. Two outs, either death or the fix. Give in to the fix, give into the wave. Enslave yourself or parish fighting it.
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