catch22 (catch22) wrote,

So I'm trying to think of everything I need to say about all of this before I close this chapter and move on. I'm a bit sad cause I really didn't want it to end this way. I'm a bit glad though because it looks like in the long run this is going to be better. I've been punished enough and now it's time to suck it up again. I don't think I'd call any of this since I've been in nebraska functional relationships. I use to know what those were. I have a faint recollection of how they work. So it's time to hold out.

I had a nice long convo about this. You know you have a strong family bond when you can talk to your parents about who you ended up in bed with. The thing is I know what is possible, and I'm going to hold out for that now, or die working towards getting it. Mark my word.

The funny thing is I'm not really mad or bitter about anything now. I was for about half a day, but then my friend says "Does it really matter? It's not worth thinking about, that's why you end things."

Tomorrow is a new day and that and the ones following I probably whon't share publicly for a while. Time to pick myself up and dust myself off and try running leaps again. It's like video games, it's got to get easier with each repeated play.
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