catch22 (catch22) wrote,

So I'm sitting here when I should be at work, but that's ok because I'm kind of trying to figure out what to do with RTO time since they frown on taking whole days off.

My mind has wandered to a guy who's sweet on me. I could be sweet on him too but I don't know. The thing is I refuse to get into any relationships of that nature right now. I'm not sure why except that I'm relearning alot of stuff about myself that I forgot. I'm relearning the self-esteem and respect that I have forgotten to give myself in the last 3ish years.

I ended up talking to a friend for a few hours last night about where I've come from. The thing is I can say I honestly feel like I'm on the right track now. I'm not sure what track that is but it feels right.

Basically it all comes down to this. Words from the guy who is sweet on me. Negative and Positive attract each other. The thing is Negative will always win. So the key is to get rid of the negative, which I feel like I'm doing. I'm not gonna lie life hasn't been skittles and beer all the time, but it's been a calmer.

I have more to write....but I should go to work.
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