Man I think there is sooo much value to being single. Tonight was weird. I got a rose tonight. That was weird. Tonight was a whole bunch of weird. I feel like I'm getting ready for another dramatic deal in my life. It's like I'm wound up and now I'm spinning and this is something that should have happened in high school. I'm behind. I know I have this self esteem issue and I don't know how to fix it. Now the way I see it is I have two choices. I can either run and hide before things get too out of control, or I can ride the wave playing my hand and make the best choice possible at the time.
I don't want anything serious at this time. On the less serious note I signed up for balboa lessons. Yay I sleep now