Sometimes I wonder if you lose part of your ability to deal with society spending much of your time in front of a computer. I think it's time to reacquaint my body to fresh air again. I think I'm a lot less shier then I've been telling myself. I'm going to try reaching out to a couple of people again. I really don't want to become a cynical untrusting bitch again, and when we get our hands slapped, we go back to what we know.