I don't even know where to start on an explaination...maybe the best thing to do is not explain or describe. For the past three days I feel like I did when I was a kid. I actually believe the voice inside my head right now...it's not being ugly or mean right now.
I think I'm ready to roll again...Time to test this theory...I think I'm going to keep meditating daily...except not for 90+ minute spells. My pulse and blood pressure have been better this week (not that it was bad, I just wanted to see if it made a difference). I'm playing hookey from kickboxing so I can paint...I may put up another pic of it. To steal I's idea and do some evolution series type things.
Note: I'm still pretty out of it from allergy meds. I recognize that I should probably proof so I don't sound like an idiot, but I don't care to just this moment :)